Blood Sacredness

Aloha, Merry Meet,
It has definitely been some time since I caught up on this blog. So much is changing in my life so rapidly.  It's all I can do to stay in gratitude and flow with it all.  I will let the words and art fill in the gaps as too much so fast is taking form.  Manifesting the life I've always known I deserve.  Letting go and letting flow.  So much to heal and to release.  All this joy to embrace and co create.  Today I am reflecting on the Sacredness of the Female Cycle.  The Moon, the Menstrual, the Medicine of the Wombyn.
     In times of Ancients and Ways of the Old, The Moon cycle was a a time honored and respected for cleansing and purifying.  Men considered interacting with Wombyn at that time to be unclean and separated themselves from the Menstruating Wombyn.  
     The actual Sacredness of this most precious Feminine Mystery was just that, a mystery to Men.  Wombyn of many cultures and spiritual traditions segregated themselves during their Moon time to connect deeply to the earth.  In Red tents some Wombyn sang songs of creation, Honoring the Goddess of Ten Thousand names.  Isis, Anat, Ashera, Innana.  Giving their Sacred medicine back to the Earth Mother.  Allowing themselves the deep Medicine of bleeding directly onto the Earth Herself.  Wombyn were given time to align themselves fully with Mother Earth for healing, for release, for regeneration.

     In Modern times most Wombyn are rejected the Divine right to know the Sacredness of their Moon Cycles.  Wombyn everywhere are expected to carry on with their daily duties and responsibilities, never given the chance to uncover the Mystery of their own Blood Medicine.  I must say that I deeply respect the Ways of the Old, and believe that taking time to honor the Cycle and the deep connection to the Earth Mother for healing is pertinent to having a Healthy Moon cycle and Intuitive proficiency.  Though, too, I respect the Ways of the Modern world.  Like all things, We Wombyn must strive for a balance.
     Gone are the days of Old, gone are the days of feeling unclean or unholy for the blessing of our Cycles.  It is my deepest wish that Wombyn everywhere know their Sacredness.  Know that their blood holds precious life giving, healing, and SACRED information.  My Inner Knowing KNOWS that our Blood truly is Medicine and in this time of rebirth it is of utmost importance to return this Sacredness back to the Earth.  For our blood leaks onto the Earth, seeps into the Grid, heals the pathways to Gaia's love and aids with Ascension.

     Our Blood is Sacred and demands to be respected.  The Goddess emerges now, in Her full Glory.  Sharing Her Medicine with us all.  We, the living Goddesses, Wombyn of all cultures, all creeds, all spiritual paths and religions, are holding the flame of the Divine Feminine.  We must hold this position of POWER with Honor, with Grace, with Compassion, and with full Understanding and Recognition of our SACREDNESS.  For now is the time that we join in unison, raising our voices, our Kundilini, our Love for all of creation, and yes, Our Diva cups full of Sacred Medicine, and emptying all of this into the Earth that we walk upon, the Earth that we eat, breathe, live, and return to.

 We are Powerful, We are Sacred, We are The Ones We have been Waiting For. 

Wombyn Unite.

Never Forget This

Infinity

Onyx Marigold
Daughter Of Isis


Thank you to Shylah Ray Sunshine for the reminder and for the blessing ~ 

Bliss Train Lame

Trying to make sense of what I am feeling
But what sense is there in a world full of meaning
Everything is upside down
I keep starting at square one
Stop 
Freeze
Pounce
Retreat
All of this seems like a feat
I am winning
I am Won
One with the life force inside of me
Just trying to navigate this world of reason and emotion
How physical things take on motion
I know that when I listen deeply within 
All the answers are revealed
I have to admit you’ve shaken me up
And now I don’t know which way is left or right
Which way leads to you or myself
There Is so much I need to do
Cultivate
Integrate
Self sufficiency 
I will not compromise
I  am a fully empowered Goddess
I must support myself
This love has got me thinking
And I hate when my mind starts ticking
Overriding Intuition
I will not allow
Part of me wants to give it up before I start
But I am patient
Been patient so long
I will not compromise this Crown
I have bled for years to find this 
Salvation
Because 
I AM the ONE
I am not waiting
All is now
Dearest Angels Show Me How ~

Regaining Sacredness After Abuse


Many Women experience feelings of inadequacy and self doubt.
Sure some of these feelings are due to the media etc.
The feelings I am speaking about however are long lasting impressions that sabotage a woman’s life as she heals from 
Sexual Abuse.
In my personal experience 
Feelings of unworthiness and an inability to truly live up to the potential within, lingered on for years.
It is as if a part of myself believed or feared that my Sacredness was erased.
That I was unclean and damaged goods.
Even after not believing in God.
Being Agnostic.
Being confused.
Being Angry.
Being hopeful.
Being Awakened to great love within.
And now after fifteen years I can finally bring this to the surface.
I can finally express this in hopes to free myself, and others from this terrible feeling.
Lately I am constantly needing to remind myself that 
My Sacredness was not erased for I am
Sacred
In ever way.
The Goddess will heal all of our wounds.
Remind us that we are her Daughters too.
Divine and blessed 
Sacred Feminine.
We are the Great love
Within.
We will be heard and Nurtured too.
For we are the Women who have Nurtured you.
And our Daughters will heal the World.
With their Sacred Love
That Awakens the
Divine Masculine Within
You.
The Goddess rises.
Do you feel her flight?
The Sacredness in 
You
Is alive and well.
Breathing Heaven into this
Earth.
For we are the Daughters who perform
Sacred Birth.


We are beautiful.
We are whole.
We are SACRED.

Nothing and NO ONE can erase
The Divinity
WE ARE 

~ Onyx Marigold
 Daughter Of Isis

So you've decided to dedicate yourself to seriously improving and maintaining your spiritual evolution?

     Blessings hello.  Today I am enjoying the changes and the newness in my life.  It is funny how things work out and how this evolutionary journey keeps taking on a new form, a new level.  In May of 2010 I decided to seriously dedicate my existence to my spiritual evolution and up keep.  It was a spur of the moment decision, filled with passion and spiritual zeal.  I said to myself, Onyx, it is time to be more.  It is time to drop the ego fully and be of service to the Goddess.  To be a healing force of love in this changing time.  I was excited, full of serious commitment.  And I had no idea how much work goes into dropping the ego, aligning with my worthiness, and invoking my true creator power.  I had to face all the darkness and the demons within me, and that wasn't easy.  But because of my decision and my reunion with Spirit, I survived.  Not only did I survive the demons of my own negativity, I THRIVED, and let my past experiences come into the light.  I yearned for MORE. More of this blessed feeling.  I suppose my brother wasn't joking the first night I asked him about Astral Projection and past lives.  He said, Once you open that door it will never close.  But I was sure!  I was ready.  I had the taste of something MORE, of something worth living for.  LOVE.  As if all this time my eyes had been closed to the truth of my life experience, and as I peeked through the veil for the first time in many years on this earth, as I entertained the idea that I could be more, and even still, I could be important to the evolution of Humanity, of Gaia, I could finally see.  I could make a real difference just by healing and taking real responsibility for my life.  Everything shifted.  The things I used to spend my time doing, seemed meaningless.  I wanted to better myself.  I wanted to heal so that I could help others to heal.  What I am learning now is that it is an ongoing journey.  A cycle of awareness, acceptance, integration, and then the test of the lessons learned in future experiences.  It evolves as I do. The journey of the Sage, of the Wise Woman, Priestess, and Healer, is one of constant evolution and change.  When one cycle of healing is over, another deeper, more intense one begins.  And I am okay with that.  I am at peace with that.  I am excited to see where this journey takes me.  Knowing it is not to any end that matters.  For an ending is really just another beginning.  Knowing that it is the journey that holds all of the love, all of the power, all of the magick, and all of the beauty.  I am okay with myself right where I am because I know that tomorrow, again, I will grow.  I am breathing in the blessings of this journey.  Good Journey.

 ~ Onyx Marigold
Daughter Of Isis 

     Reflection is good stuff :) <3 When I take a moment to reflect I realize how hard I can be on myself for no apparent reason.  I have high hopes, many dreams, and a LOT of creative projects on the mind.  I can become very negative and overwhelmed at the amount of things I want to do.  I don't even know where to start half the time so I just start everything, and then become annoyed because I'm not FINISHING anything.  So, I just realized something in my five minute mirror pow wow pep talk(yes I totally do affirmations in the mirror, super powerful!!!), I am an INFINITE BEING.  

     I have INFINITE TIME to complete the tasks I set out for myself.  I don't have to do everything today.  I don't even have to do everything this YEAR.  All that matters is that I am happy, at peace, prosperous in my own way, and proud of myself for all the self work I have done in the last three years.  I have realized at times I set SUPER ridiculous expectations on myself.  I am not going to complete an album, three novels, create a prosperous and harmonic healing business, and become a Mom, all in a month.  HAHAHAHA.  Sometimes though, I think that is what really gets to me. 

      I just want to complete projects and receive my worth back INSTANTANEOUSLY.  And even though things are moving faster than ever before, let's be honest here, it takes a little while for things to manifest in the world of matter.  It's not that we aren't powerful enough to create more and more instant manifestations.  It's just the fact that we would probably get overwhelmed.  

     My Soul is ready for things that this vehicle, temple of my soul if you will, is just not ready for, or at least not all at once.  So, here's to dropping ridiculous expectations and allowing myself to dance in the ecstatic moment that is NOW!         

Here's to loving myself for being right where I am, instead of hating on myself for not being where I want to be.  I am at peace.  I have all of the tools within me.  I am a growing being of Love.  I am a free flowing infinite being of pure Soul potential.  There is a drive in me that will not give up.  There is a hunger in me for a Spiritual life of Success and Abundance.  I wont back down, I will not give up.  I will be infinitely patient and loving with myself, and Like the great MJ said,  "Don't stop till you get enough!" <3

 ~ Onyx Marigold
Daughter Of Isis 

In response to all the fears, negativity, and reality of the destruction in the world.

Howdy all,

     Sooooo, this just poured out of me as a response to a friend's facebook post.  I feel like sharing:

I realized something that I KNOW....we are constantly 

CREATING our reality. The future is tangible and always

 changing, and it is a direct result of what we think , feel, 

and say in the NOW moment. Sure, there are lots of awful 

things going on, and the first step is being aware and 

accepting of that. THEN we get to decide how things shift 

from here. It's hard to know how, and its even harder to 

know when. But , there is one thing I know, so long as there 

are positive, spiritual, loving (same thing really to me 

spirituality=love), and proactive CREATORS, (not reactive 

victims), the world as we know it has a chance to change 

drastically. The darkest hour comes before the dawn

darling. The great part is, that we are NEVER in this alone. 

All we have to do is stay in heart centre, act as we wish to 

be treated and let God figure out the hows and whens. I am 

content just being an instrument of peace in my own way in 

my own life. Not one person can do EVERYTHING, and 

everyone can do something to make a change. So yes, 

spread the word, the awareness, and let's not get down 

about how things are. Actually, the anger, the fear, the 

recognition of destruction is important to the cycle and it 

has its place in the scheme of things. What is more

important in my humble opinion is what we can DO to enact 

change and positive growth in all areas of human birth, life, 

and transitory time (death). I feel it is sooooooooo sooo 

important to do what we can individually to "be the change 

we wish to see in the world". Whether that means on the 

spiritual side of things , on the technical side of things, or 

the humanitarian side of things. I KNOW we create our 

future. So let's take some of God's advice here and fear 

not shall we? Let's create something beautiful, something 

joyful, and something that is a celebration of life, of 

Divinity, God, or whatever you believe. It's difficult to 

remain positive all the time, but that's why we have friends, 

family, nature, and God to remind us.



   ~ Onyx Marigold
Daughter Of Isis

Sacred Space...a sneak peak at a poem in my upcomming Goddess E Book :)

Sacred Space

Incense rising
Candles burning
Dripping wax

Like drops into water
Expanding the consciousness of my soul
I am listening to the music inside
The symphony of silence
That ricochets 
Opening my consciousness
Warm embraces
Elements frisky
Calling down the 
Goddess Moon
To take away my hurts
 And swoon
Within the Sacred Circle
I am Home
I know though it appears so
I am not alone
Presence swirling
Head to toe
Third eye swelling
As my Divinity grows
Blessings filling me
From my Crown to Root
A rising love
That with my direction shoots
Into the heart of us All
Into the heart of us All
For within 
My Sacred Space
There are none 
I have to chase
Love spiralling in all 
Directions
Will linger on in my 
Reflections
Of my 
Sacred Space

~Amen~



~ Onyx Marigold
Daughter Of Isis